syndrome

today was gloomy and rainy, reminded me of forks; i really enjoyed it. now it's about 6:20pm & it's pouring rain, i love the weather today, i wish it was like this everyday.

so i'm doing this soup diet, and i didn't eat a bowl of soup this morning, so i had a huge headache =( it sucked a lot, so when i got home i took meds =) it made it better.

ugh, my mom is making shrimp cocktail & i totally want some right now >.<

i'm listening to muse & i don't know what else to write.

well, fuck you friend, you're going to depend on someone else other than me.
good thing, i wouldn't have to worry about you anymore. peace out FAKE FOLLOWER.

nine in the afternoon

the afternoon with jessica, michele & amber was lots of fun =)
we went to borders after, our waiter told us how for his 21st birthday he went to chuckEcheezes & got kicked out 'cause he was in the playpen lol, he gave me a good idea for my 18th birthday
his name was michael? i think (i'd have to check the reciept)
anyways, he was very cool & we think he's gay, but its okay, i like gay people.
just not the bitchy kind.

so yea, i really need to lose weight, i'm getting paranoid, so i'm going to tell my mom to make that cabbage soup tomorrow so i can start thrusday =D yay

with that soup i lost almost twenty pounds.. =D
i want new clothes for my birthday & so on

last night i made jess a bracelet, i miss making bracelets and such.
i'm going to go back into that

i don't want to go to school tomorrow & i have to wash my gym uniform.

new blog

i've decided to make a new one, simply because i don't think i can share everything with that person, no longer.

anyways, i watched the oscars (first timer) & i loved it. i think i'm going to watch it every year now. my birthday is coming up & i don't know what to do, i don't want to have the company of certain people, simply because we are distant. good idea?

i'm going to olive garden for lunch for jessica's birthday;
with michele, amber & the birthday girl.

well that's all for now.